All for the better.

Have you ever experienced a single year of your life when everything seemed to change?
I think this has been that year for me.

I've known self doubt, And I've felt the strain of worry.
 I've known the feeling of heartache. I know what it feels when someone dies.

I fought with the ones I love. Anger has boiled my blood.

 Sorrow has strangled my heart at times.

I've put no thought about others, and I've feared hurting people. I use to hurt myself emotional.

 I watched things disappear. I've sometimes felt as if things had never existed in the first place.

I've seen things in a confused way.

 I have once been eaten by guilt. I sometimes hid from problems.

I've cried myself to sleep before. I've had horrifying nightmares.

 I've felt numb.

And I've felt the most vivid sensations.
 I've felt the breath taking sense of freedom. The feeling of a heavy burden being lifted.
Twice I have felt the most remarkable sense of silent peace.
 I've even had my mind blown away a few times.
This year I have made friends,
 I have gained confidence.
Many people care about me.

 It may sound odd, But I finally understand what other people mean when they say that helping others makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside.

You can look at everything as if it followed the law of attraction.
 My mind has been opened to so many new thoughts this year. I have learned things that I never knew before.
 Or should I say that I have remembered these things from long ago.
I have learned to manifest things into my life.

 I've witnessed miracles.

This has been the best year ever.
 You might think that losing someone you love would change your life forever.
It does. And sometimes, if you love them just enough, it can make your life change for better.